Since the middle of June at work it has snowballed to complete hell...meaning being overwhelmed and getting fiercely behind which has caused severe stress, anxiety, no sleep, over eating, over drinking, blah blah blah!! 3 weeks ago I fell and broke my elbow. I really feel that this has given me a chance to get caught up, as sick as that sounds. My boss has covered my court and as of today I am completely caught up. I cannot tell you how good this feels. So I will start fresh tomorrow and I will STAY ON TOP OF THINGS !! Right ? Uuum Yeah !
My poor mother is being threatened with her job. Because she is not able to work certain hours and certain shifts so she could take care of my step-dad so they told her "you do what you have to do" and "we'll do what we have to do". She is hysterical !!! I don't know what to do or say to console her. They can hardly afford to live where they live let alone anything else and with my step dad's brain injury he is unable to console her the way he normally would have and I know she terribly misses that !! My fear is that I am going to be pushed to get a place with them...which is my worst fear !!
DD is still not talking with her grandmother and that is adding to all the turmoil....work has now become my refuge ... pretty sad !!